Hello!right now i'm at the national library at bugis with Xin hui...I've just bought my fake puma bag....yeah my books can stuff inside...so happy...lalalaa....but i can't buy the shoe cause it's too big...alright i admit, my feet is small ok!!! seem like i can only buy my shoe from charles and keith...?!i don't know
Crystal, we saw the duck again....it's so cute...Do you know it's so expensive...hahax...once again i took picture of the duck again...ono it's taken by xinhui...the duck is way too cute...hahax and the material is very very smooth...hahax...the biggest duck cost about $50plus...Well that's a price to pay for a better quality...hahahx...
xin hui and i tried a dress a esprit...it's quite nice but ex...gonna show u all my emo pictures....hahax...i find that it's kinda cool...hahahx Oya it's raining at bugis...!!!!!
OOOoooo...Hey Hey...i want to ask u all something....Don't u all find that our blog is a little quiet ...do u all want to at some song?...Suggest some songs? ok?
happen to be looking at this batch 2007 sec 4's grad night n i'm so envious..!!!! y r our grad night so lousy ??? in sch.. .so hot n not nice... not like them... at least they get 2 go out of sch.. n downtown somemore!!!! e atmosphere look so romantic... with all e balloons flying on e ceiling... haiz..!!! not fair!!! =p when will i have a prom night too... dun think so... cox poly dun have =/ how i wish time will reverse back 2 last yr grad night! i miss 4e1 badli!!! =(
hmm.. i think guys who wear semi-formal cloths.. like eg. a black long sleeve n jeans looks so cool right???!! lolx...
they're my sp band seniors..
hahha... night!!! =)
{ 10:05 PM }
Friday, November 23, 2007.
ytd doreen came 2 stay over at my hse.. n she bought a strange thing tt i have nv seen be4... it's a C clarinet!!!
isn't it amazing? looks like a Bb clari to me... but it's a smaller, lighter version... it's meant for a kid 2 play.. e sound is a bit weird =/ n e price is ard $300++ but overall i found it veri amazing!!! maybe doreen can consider using it 2 play for epiphany??? lolz..
tt's her playing e C clari... wif lots of scores on my bed...
we played e sponge bob monopoly wif onli e 2 of us.. lolz.. n i won!! cox i have more $$$ den her... hmm... preparing me 2 my banking career bahx? lolz... n we chat a lot be4 both of us were so tired tt we slpt without realising it... it's great 2 have a frien 2 stay over at my hse.. at least i wun feel so lonely =/ hmm... anyone interested 2 stay over at my hse? u're most welcome!!! muhahha..
Letting go is not an easy things It take lots of stirring emotions in you to let go Maybe out of anger or disappointment Or simply want people to be happy Let go of what you like and wants Holding on will make you feeling tired and think a lot as u want to stay strong But by letting go You need to feel worth to let go Happy times n good memories are wad worth for u Think of it you will still feel sweet No matter its short or long So just let go Let things /people go the way they want Its yours its yous It will come make to you If you are fated to have it If you are
To me letting go = to saying goodbye As it's not the end to everything There will still be goodbyes and hello So does letting go Letting go you will see something better ahead than you have before Which is worth a try
Xinhui
{ 1:35 AM }
Tuesday, November 20, 2007.
argh!!! i'm so depressed now...! lost my wallet while i was at tampine mall ytd evening.... my IC, ez-link card, SP student pass, $$ all gone!!! searched e whole tampine mall... but nobody found it... haiz!! i tot i dropped it somewhere.. but dun think so cox be4 tt i could still feel my wallet in my bag.. but suddenly it juz disappeared!!! =( muz be some evil person who stole my wallet... cox tm veri crowded .. haiz!!!
was hoping tt e person will return e wallet back 2 me... i dun mind if all e $$ is gone.. i juz wan back my wallet!! n e things inside..! sobx...!
felt so bad cox my frien they all helped me search e whole tm.. making them walk up n down.. realli veri sry... wanna say sry 2 my parents too cox they warned me not 2 bring IC out.. but i juz didn't listen 2 them... den this kinda thing realli happen.. m i so unluckily???
why m i lossing so many precious things this year.. be it person or items.. haiz..
I am at home, skipping my Jap lecture because i am really very sian. I don't feel like doing any of my school work.
I want to go back to secondary school life and go band play music and just have fun. Rot outside after school the moment i end early. Taking train home everyday, always standing at my favourite door entrance. Place my bag on the wall. I miss the dogs at Pet safari, the starbucks where crystal and i always hangout to gossip.
I want to move chairs in the band because moving chairs make me loose a little weight and the A maths question HBK gave motivate me to do and makes me mentally tired which make me tired and loos weight. I missed the green tea that is sold in the school canteen and the fish and chip they sell every wednesday.
Eastpoint KFC is where i always get for my quick bites and rush for band. The irritating school clerk who also does not let me take the key which the teacher in charge has already gave me the permission. My flute in the band storeroom that is my husband.walalala...
my room is in a big mess right now... can't seems 2 find my paper...
they're all over e place =/
haix!!!
struggling wif my econs...
dun understand a single thing at all...
someone pls hlp me!!!
i'm so lazy... doing last min hw.... sobx..
i wanna go out!!
i miss everyone.. .esp ATS members!!
when r we having our next gathering???
auntie jas!!! =(
this is wad i've done in e afternoon... hehhe >.<
night everyone...
sweet dreamz!!!!
{ 1:30 AM }
Saturday, November 17, 2007.
ytd jas n xin hui asked me out.. unfortunately i'm already in band room liao =/ aiyo!!!
had dinner wif my band members (hui ying, vincent, jia hui n fabian) at fc4... had a great chat wif them abt their conductor during their sec band... there's one conductor name Mr David Gloss... (dun think i have seen him be4).. heard tt he taught a lot of band like st pat, commonwealth and etc... he's a veri funni guy... heard tt he can appear in band for like 2-3 times in onli a month? but during e syf period, he'll turn up more frequently.. he's a realli pro guy, no matter which band he taught, his band will sound real fantastic! dunno how he did tt.. heard tt he can play ppl's mind.. he'll "suan" e person's playing, den e person will either feel gulity n practice hard, or he'll juz quit band... n he likes to throw things around, like e chair, conductor stand n vacumm cleaner.. there's one time when he almost hit my friend with the conductor stand.. and he also throw e vacumm cleaner on e floor, e members had 2 clean up e mess for him.. aiyo..! he can juz pack his stuff n leave e band in e middle of pract if his members dun play well.. nobody dares to agrue back wif him or else they'll not be able to enter e band room again.. and e reason y he left one of his band is becox of e air-con.. e principal said tt after 5pm e band shld off e air-con.. n he was so mad tt he left e band after scolding tt "f" word..
hmm.. if he were 2 teach changkat band, i think he'll either left e band after one band pract or sack all e band members bahx.. lolz.. interesting ppl i've came across..
Sometimes, I have alot of work (like now) But I just don't want to do anything Just wanna sit back and do nothing. Even I know I will get bored
Sometimes, I got lots of work I kept doing and doing But there is like a hollow dark hole somewhere inside me.
Sometimes, I woke up early in the morning But I do not want to wake up or open my eyes I am just trying to run away from everything.
Sometimes, I woke up and sit up on my bed It’s a new day and I should feel fresh But instead I feel lost Not knowing what to do
Where's the motivation? I don't know Mayb a space of my own To discover my motivation Mayb living strong and surviving to face the reality of the world The success and failure of yourself Is your biggest victory/enemies and will to stay on To see the growing up of yourself Which is a kind of motivation too!
{ 11:36 PM }
Recently MIA for band I think for 3 practices Without informing anyone I think not only my SL had notice it Captain Yusri also start to notice it too Then he say if we still didn't turned up We will be disqualified for the taiwan trip So this time must guai guai go back band Practice the pieces Hai Damn dun like the "Jupiter" It's too challenging for me Cannot take it
Today check my year 2 timetable WAHH!!!! SIAN Cos for sem 2 I need to study for 13 weeks Den have 3 weeks holidays Can die... I think more white hair will be growing I NEED TO BE MENTALLY STRONG !!!! So I can support myself from all the shitty things Demanding people,high standard n quality work etc MOST OF ALL I NEED A BREATHER AHHHHH.....
{ 11:19 PM }
oopz >.< sry jas.. i'll return u ur $$ asap de.. realli veri dui bu qi!!! u're e best liao le!!! muackz!! =)
hahha... i shall recommand a veri nice taiwanese show 2 everyone ----> romantic princess!!! omg!! wu zun is super handsome...! eyes so big.. so romantic.. so tall.. so muscular... wa!! can say is a perfect guy in e whole world... zhang shao han is also veri pretty, eyes super big... hair super long n smooth... super slim... both of them is a veri cute and adorable couple... so SWEET!!! >.< it's worth ur time watching if u're feeling bored... cox there's onli 10 episode.. and it's like so perfect as tough u're dreaming... though it's not gonna be true in real life.. but i like 2 dream =p even my cousin, zx (a guy) is watching it too... oopz!
Liming pay me back....hahax Just kidding....hahax How i wish i can stop studying...hahahx
Now a days, seem so sian...hahax...i don't feel like blogging my blog anymore...hahahx Surfing the net is also kind of boring...but watching Hong Kong Darama is still interesting prefer to spend my time watching shows...hahax
Hong Kong drama is still the best....hahahx...lalalla!!!! Jasline
i'm broke!! but i still wan to go out and breathe some fresh air!!! life is bored!! who would like 2 help add colours to my black n white world?? i hate studying... waiting for the holidays 2 arrive..
k-box was super duper fun ytd!!! xin hui brought along her sis too... can say tt she's extremely hyper active tt day!!! at first she's quite shy when we meet up at tamp mrt platform.. n i treat her an orea dounut.. den when she finished her warm-up, she'll start to laugh loudly and played along with all of us =) she's so cute >.< as usual... auntie jas choosed her favourite songs to sing... F.I.R!!! wa...! everyone is like so high!!! i'm so surprise tt xinhui's sis can sing so well.. she's onli 9yrs old.. feel so "zhi bei" i onli noe some of e songs =/
after tt,.. i left early to meet up wif doreen, steven n sylbest to shop for dino's b'day present.. chat a lot abt their love relationship.. what i can say is tt steven realli has a lot of patient towards his gf.. maybe it's becox of e honeymoon period.. i have nv seen a guy getting so nervous when his gf calls him.. n his surrounding better not have any voice from a girl.. or else he'll be dead... =/ poor steven.. haiz.. realli hope tt his gf would appreciate all e things he had done for her.. and dun be so "ba dao" at times.. yupz.. to seven: jia you!! wish u n ur gf can have a happy ending.. i'm waiting for ur wedding invitation orh!! it's time to settle down n form ur happy family le.. =)
to e guy tt i dun even noe u: pls stop doing things tt hurt my frien! she's a nice and lovely girl tt would do anything for u.. but y do u have 2 betray her wif e things tt u have done.. i dun believe tt after wad had happen u still think tt u're innocent.. i'm so angry, at e same time feel like crying when i heard tt.. u're not worth her love at all.. n u dun even noe wad is true love.. juz leave my frien alone!!!
to my frien: cheer up kz? no matter wad.. i'll always be ur listening ear.. he's not worth ur tears.. i bet there's a lot of guy out there much nicer than him... u're still young.. time will heal e wound. it may be painful now. but life still have to move on... sry.. i'm not realli good at words.. =(
hi everyone!!! i should be studying for my last 2 paper... but wad m i doing now??? hehhe... tml is my last day of MST week... n i'll be free!!! i'm so happy and looking forward to it can? haben been able to sleep for long hours... cox i needa burn mid-night oil for every single night =/
so... if u ever miss me.. pls feel fee to msg me.. cox i'll be awake =) recently have been raining heavily late at night.. can see e lighting n hear e loud tunder ROAR-ing... i'm so scarded =/ sobx...
to auntie jas: u dun have 2 care wad (: say to u.. cox u're been loved by everyone of us!!! muackx...! being short is also a good thing kz? i'm one of them mahx.. hehhex.. SHORTIE ROX!!! lolx..
hmm.. let's have a gathering soon kz? we go k-box!!! hao mahx? xin hui, u can bring along ur sis too!! we'll be most happy 2 take care of her =)
Ok since Jasline desperately asking us to update So HERE I COME TO UPDATE!!!! YEAH!!! YAHOO!!!
Actually been busy reading books Not storybooks But computer books Like photoshop, illustrator and flash Haven't touch much on illustrator and flash yet Still playing around with photoshop cs2 Testing it to create fine art Seeing what 'magic' can it make to a photo I only can say that it can give lots of amazing effects Can play around and undo it again All you need is patience for it to perform its stunts But i find it hard to get a clean touch up on the edges of the photos which i crop out As I'm using a mouse to do it Not a tablet com or a wacom tablet So, I need to be very careful and also need a bit of skills to do it Still in the process of exploring
By the way I'm still alive Haven half-life yet Don't need to worry people Surviving till the last Ending soon....
Just adding one of my fav song Hope you all like it Although a bit slow n sleepy
XinHui
{ 1:50 AM }
Saturday, November 3, 2007.
Hello...I am finally back!O my grade 5 theory exam is done...thank u all for wishing me luck...
I wouldn't want to describe how i did for paper. I had not thouch the com like nearly 3 days...hahax....since wed night till now....hahahx...
I want to go out!!!....hahax i miss u all!!!! Jasline
hihi... hmm... this whole week is my e-learning week.. tt means i had 2 stay at home and complete my online assignment... and today is e due date.. n i juz completed it not long ago =/ last min work u see.. can't blame.. cox veri lazy to do =/ next week is e start of my MST (mid-sem test) week. 6 module.. n i have not started studying anyone of it yet...! argh!!! i'm so scarded now... someone pls motivate me 2 study...! i need some motivation badly!!! can't slack anymore!!! counting down... 2 more days =(
oh ya.. to all my changkat band juniors, ATS members (auntie jas, eng chian, ming han) and steven: all e very best to tml's theory exam!!!! jia you jia you! i'll be supporting u all mentally... =) do changkat proud kz? GAMBATTE!!!
who will be there 2 tell stupid jokes to me and cheer me up???